It was quite something to realize that its been 2 years since that night. It really was all such a huge mess. It was crazy. At times I didn't know which way was up but here I am 2 years later. I already wrote the details in my other blog (which has already been deleted since I decided to stick to blogger). I try to reflect what things are different and what things are the same. It truly is odd, how 2 years can change what seems to be a lot but lets you realize that you're staring at the same big picture.
I've been too focused on the outside forces revolving around my relationship and persistently making their presence known. I'm candid enough to state that my relationship with B is far from perfect or ideal. Yet, I've never been one to stick my neck out for the ideal. I like the mess. I like how at every turn I have to fight for something. The struggle that makes everything worth it. Sure its tiring but its when you stop trying that something is truly wrong.
Oh. I haven't posted an entry about Eden and Malagos yet. But that's another story.
So, happy 2nd anniversary, B. :)
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